Semalam I masuk festival idol, cam malaysian idol jgak laa tp xder komen2 menyegat haha... So aku masuk ngan kak tasha, and nervous giler...
Aku nyanyi lagu Michelle Branch (lol) Breathe, tp cam pelik jea suara aku kt mike tuh... So aku jd nervous giler... Siap wayar mike tuh terbelit lg kt kaki haha
Tp aku nyanyi halfway jea, siap tergelak2 lagi kat atas pentas tuh.. turun jea muka terasa panas XD
Anyway, even though i suck like a leech, i'm very proud of myself lah for not fainting on stage. Tapi aku memang suck tahap gaban
Sunday, January 31, 2010
Monday, January 18, 2010
Hari nie...
Hari nie. Bunyinyea cam biasa jea kan? kan?
Pernah x korang sumer terfikir, akan dtg hari di mana kita xkan cakap hari nie lagi?
Apelah aku mengarut nie kan? xder benda nak tulis la tue~ haha
Sebenarnye, hari nie aku rase sangat biasa, tapi sangat best jgak. Kenapa? Sebab hari ni aku rasa macam orang biasa jea.
Selalunya aku akan rasa dibebani dgn masalah yg org laen xkan kategorikan sbagai masalah pown, cam mealplan x activate lg, kunci hilang dll...
Tp kak tasha dgn kak tipah da tlg aku dgn mealplan thing, and really, xde pape pown yg susah sbenarnye...
Kunci aku yg hilang plak? Well, dgn nasib, aku ternampak kunci aku terselit kt dlm kotak, sejurus lpas john dpt kunci dia from pejabat... Skarang 2 2 org dah ada kunci!!!
And it feels really nice if i can live in k14... really, people seemed closer there. Nak dibandingkan dgn kosass, mmg jauh bezanya.. Yang jugak menimbulkan ironi, sbab diorang cuba macam2 nak bg kitorang rapat lah, ntah hape2 lah...
K14 xyah pon buat benda2 mengarut tuh, tapi diorang cam lagi rapat dan selesa dgn each other's company.
Dah, x wajib aku tulis blog kalau x mengomplen pasal kossas or rotu, so aku stop jea la...
Pernah x korang sumer terfikir, akan dtg hari di mana kita xkan cakap hari nie lagi?
Apelah aku mengarut nie kan? xder benda nak tulis la tue~ haha
Sebenarnye, hari nie aku rase sangat biasa, tapi sangat best jgak. Kenapa? Sebab hari ni aku rasa macam orang biasa jea.
Selalunya aku akan rasa dibebani dgn masalah yg org laen xkan kategorikan sbagai masalah pown, cam mealplan x activate lg, kunci hilang dll...
Tp kak tasha dgn kak tipah da tlg aku dgn mealplan thing, and really, xde pape pown yg susah sbenarnye...
Kunci aku yg hilang plak? Well, dgn nasib, aku ternampak kunci aku terselit kt dlm kotak, sejurus lpas john dpt kunci dia from pejabat... Skarang 2 2 org dah ada kunci!!!
And it feels really nice if i can live in k14... really, people seemed closer there. Nak dibandingkan dgn kosass, mmg jauh bezanya.. Yang jugak menimbulkan ironi, sbab diorang cuba macam2 nak bg kitorang rapat lah, ntah hape2 lah...
K14 xyah pon buat benda2 mengarut tuh, tapi diorang cam lagi rapat dan selesa dgn each other's company.
Dah, x wajib aku tulis blog kalau x mengomplen pasal kossas or rotu, so aku stop jea la...
Friday, January 8, 2010
Are you a good person?
Yesterday there's another one of those dreaded block meetings. Now don't get me wrong, this block meeting was unlike other block meetings. Why? Oh, right. Cause we're in KOSASS...
SO anyway, I didn't go coz i has fever, but i can hear every single thing. The head barking at every junior, telling them that they're ungrateful, they did him wrong, blah dee dah dee dah. Like we never heard that before.
Listening to the shouts from the seniors, I felt this hate grow inside of me, and silently, helplessly in my bed, I clenched my teeth and balled my fists, the very same way I did when I first enetered this dreaded place. Then I remembered something.
This is all an act. How could I forget that? The screaming, yelling head, the seniors sneering so disgustingly - all an act. I've known them outside these meetings, and they're nice people. They're not the annoyingly noisy faggots I heard just now. They're just people.
Which brings me back to matriculation. In my class there're guys who act tough and made fun of everybody, including me. Well, me being of quite frequent. But that's only in class, and even then when they're together. Outside of class, they're just friends with me. Not the jerks in class.
And just today I saw a murder case suspect in the papers. His face is all swollen and one of his eyes are bruised. My friend said that it was probably the cops beating the hell out of him while he's in the lock-up. Really, even though there was the probability that he did kill his family members, he probably didn't mean to do that. And the police wasn't bad either, bacause they were confused. They thought they were doing something right. Or maybe they had to beat him up to look good.
Anyway, from everything I've seen so far, I have yet to see a person who was bad to his/her very core. People I've met so far is actually good, no matter how bad others see them as. I, myself, had missed that fact a few times (KOSASS is full of annoying creeps lol).
People are mostly afraid. They are afraid of looking weak, and so they hurt others to look stronger. They lie to each other because they are afraid somebody, maybe themselves may get in trouble. They kill people for a reason.
Everybody is a saint inside.
SO anyway, I didn't go coz i has fever, but i can hear every single thing. The head barking at every junior, telling them that they're ungrateful, they did him wrong, blah dee dah dee dah. Like we never heard that before.
Listening to the shouts from the seniors, I felt this hate grow inside of me, and silently, helplessly in my bed, I clenched my teeth and balled my fists, the very same way I did when I first enetered this dreaded place. Then I remembered something.
This is all an act. How could I forget that? The screaming, yelling head, the seniors sneering so disgustingly - all an act. I've known them outside these meetings, and they're nice people. They're not the annoyingly noisy faggots I heard just now. They're just people.
Which brings me back to matriculation. In my class there're guys who act tough and made fun of everybody, including me. Well, me being of quite frequent. But that's only in class, and even then when they're together. Outside of class, they're just friends with me. Not the jerks in class.
And just today I saw a murder case suspect in the papers. His face is all swollen and one of his eyes are bruised. My friend said that it was probably the cops beating the hell out of him while he's in the lock-up. Really, even though there was the probability that he did kill his family members, he probably didn't mean to do that. And the police wasn't bad either, bacause they were confused. They thought they were doing something right. Or maybe they had to beat him up to look good.
Anyway, from everything I've seen so far, I have yet to see a person who was bad to his/her very core. People I've met so far is actually good, no matter how bad others see them as. I, myself, had missed that fact a few times (KOSASS is full of annoying creeps lol).
People are mostly afraid. They are afraid of looking weak, and so they hurt others to look stronger. They lie to each other because they are afraid somebody, maybe themselves may get in trouble. They kill people for a reason.
Everybody is a saint inside.
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
Fo sho?
My room is a mess,
My head's all heavy,
My charger gone missing,
Coz of that goddamned navy.
Wish borrowed mah bow,
Things all left unstored,
All i think of now,
I'm bored, i'm bored, i'm bored....
As usual, ya man is back with his usual load of bitchings :)
Seems like i never write anything on my blog but complains, crappings and yes, bitchings.
Maybe i should change teh name...
Hell, my life is all gloomy and dull, no?
So if there's anything fun i'll probably forgot to write it down lolz
My head's all heavy,
My charger gone missing,
Coz of that goddamned navy.
Wish borrowed mah bow,
Things all left unstored,
All i think of now,
I'm bored, i'm bored, i'm bored....
As usual, ya man is back with his usual load of bitchings :)
Seems like i never write anything on my blog but complains, crappings and yes, bitchings.
Maybe i should change teh name...
Hell, my life is all gloomy and dull, no?
So if there's anything fun i'll probably forgot to write it down lolz
Monday, January 4, 2010
Infected
Haha... Cam game Left4Dead laa plak kan?
"Fighting the infection... One bullet at a time,"
Actually baru2 nie darah aku dah kena infection... Which explains teh hot flushes I've been getting for teh past week... And I thought that was a vitamin c od...
Creepy kan? tapi kalu boleh bg aku superpowers best jgakss...
Actually I do get a special ability from that yesterday...
"PROJECTILE VOMITTING"
Damn I hate the stupid chilli tuna... just thinking about it makes me sick.
I can hardly stand up. But thanks to jabbing from 4 huge needles (supposed to be three, but they made a mistake so 4 needles lah) i'm almost healed today... Though i can feel another bout of dairhhoea coming up.
So teh lesson hear is... Don't eat tuna.
"Fighting the infection... One bullet at a time,"
Actually baru2 nie darah aku dah kena infection... Which explains teh hot flushes I've been getting for teh past week... And I thought that was a vitamin c od...
Creepy kan? tapi kalu boleh bg aku superpowers best jgakss...
Actually I do get a special ability from that yesterday...
"PROJECTILE VOMITTING"
Damn I hate the stupid chilli tuna... just thinking about it makes me sick.
I can hardly stand up. But thanks to jabbing from 4 huge needles (supposed to be three, but they made a mistake so 4 needles lah) i'm almost healed today... Though i can feel another bout of dairhhoea coming up.
So teh lesson hear is... Don't eat tuna.
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